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Is it really?

The pleasure of pain, the anger of passion.

A shop in York, In the paper.
In a forest, In those woods.
Its only then, And not later.
A big control, for that little.

Makes no sense, its just time.
Decisions soon, on what to do.
Coming back I will be mine.

Read on…

After the Blog about my decisions on my life iv been asked a few questions from folks, I try answer;

What about friends, so I try answer and ask what is a friend?; someone you have never spoke with, someone you have never met, someone you have told to go… and they do, someone you have told to go… and they dont, someone who says its all or nothing but then its all of nothing, someone who says they have never enjoyed so much and then they go back to what they did not enjoy… its endless… OK… No its not OK, the answer is; A good friend you can get rid of, A true friend you cant… Friends are not involved in relationships.

I know much more can be said about friends, so do feel free to say… OK

What do I say???

Hardly slept last night trying to work out what I cant work out;

Plumbing-Its proving very difficult to actually become this full time plumber, I dont have a second income to support me while I would get started, also the market appears ‘flooded’ with plumbers… I also dont have my Gas, you have to work for a CORGI reg company to get it. I will though carry on helping out folks as required.

Manufacturing-Shift working is the usual pattern, this is proving very difficult to slot in part time work around shifts and also it affects the time my boys can be with me, im searching hard for a day shift position.

My Boys-I have not been the best dad I should have been over the last 5 years, I do though have time to put that right but I need to be working on a steady day shift with a couple of evenings working part time. That opening Haworth pic is fantastic, I love and mis them loads and sorry.

Music-I have let my music slip alot this last 4 months, tobe honest I started getting bored and packed in the band with no intention of joining another until I sort some of the above issues out, I will do the occasional gig with or without backing tracks. Eventually I will go into the studio.

Datin scene-Im not wanting anything serious but It seems like most women want; Strong, Confident and Toned fellas, Im not-but I am; Genuine, Honest and very Trusting. Iv tried the Net (AFF), Papers, Mobile phone, Teletxt, Singles nights, Pubs and Clubs and now Iv got to the point of; Again, I cant be arsed.

In a shell; Engineering on day shift, some evening part time work, Plumbing as and when a friend needs help, Bored of music, and my big priority is to do as many good things with my boys-ASAP. Datin-go take a jump!!!

Rant finished.

Im still here!

What a week… Iv had probs with my knee after hospital appointment last week but its getting better-and I had a crown fall out! so a Dentist visit and more visits to come, feels great having your gums poked!!!

I will try get all my updates on this wkend, I’ve also got some small gigs coming up… If anyone has about £1k spare then I can also finally get into the studio!!!

Hey well… here I am|

My Laptop pretty much blew up a few days ago so iv ‘rigged’ up my old PC… a pic of my new laptop soon!!!

Another birthday.

72 today, well done mum and thanks…

Spring is in the air… or should that be Hair!!!

Storm, lashings of rain, massive winds… But this is in my (abit rough!) garden.

Blue Tooth!!!

D you know, all these pics iv got to load… hmmm, I cant get my Tooth Blue to work!!! Arghhhhhh…

Happy Birthday.

9-3-63

Bitch.

Mag Hodge, yes the MP.  I saw a program with her and she is an utter total bitch out of touch with folks like me… Bitch.