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Scarborough?

Malham or Scarborough? Just a few lines for her.
A Cove from the land, From the seaside its Sand.
A stream through the Mill, The castle on its hill.
River ripples in the Sun, Waves breaking till they’ve done.

Its a pleasent thought, but no song…?

Could be wrong…?

The gigs.

You may also notice no gigs etc, I did make the decision to cancel all and also leave the band… I do feel good about this, Iv decided to get stuck into the 9 songs I was working on towards the end of last year and get them on CD and marketed… through Straytown.  This though is also not gonna happen till after the summer, but they will be well worth waiting for…

Malham.

Mystic shadows in the trees,
Mystic voices everywhere…
I step outside of me and I see,
In my head a face always stares…

All I really want to know-Is it me or just a dream?

River growing from the stream,
stream is flowing  from the cove…
Cove that climbs into the clouds,
clouds they’re spread out everywhere…

All I really want to do-is sit under a nice blue sky with you?

With you.

With you.

Thanks Jacob, great idea.

Malham with Jacob.

Well, Matt was away on camp with the ‘Woodcraft’ group.  So I decided that Malham would be a great adventure,  and it was… very up-lifting.

Next time I will take Jacob and Matt but we will walk to the top, thats a mighty lot of steps…

Is it;

In a box, in a bottle or in a tin?

Use all for the meditating…

Look back on ‘things’ that have gone.

So very late saying ‘i’ was wrong.

Loving folks from the heart.

Is that a real new start?

Soon will the guitar come out?

See, hear and not doubt.

It wil…

Why…

Do ‘Xs’ make some issues so bloody hard for us… Me and my boys had sorted some time together (and my boys mum was told) this coming wkend,  then I get a txt at work telling me she has sorted something else so we will not (me and my boys) now have this pre-arranged time together, this is happening more, and for the life in me Iv not got a clue why.

ARGGGHHHH…… yes it bothers me big time!

Iv got to confess

I did not want to say but… I killed a spider on Thursday, I turned the shower on and then got in, it was really too late, or maybe I should have at least tried to save it… it went down the plug with legs moving, for all those who know me I dont kill spiders… gutted!

Ouch!

I went to the dentist, only a scale and polish, still well painful, feet going everywhere… thing is the door was open, so when I got up and walked into the x-ray room the folks waiting looked abit anxous!!!

Thing is, the dentist (very nice and black nails!), well she was constantly smiling, im sure she would have felt comfort if I was strapped down and… etc etc… please!

Cant sleep…

Since 2003 my life has been such a mad bad roller coaster, Iv tried hard to just settle, I cant…  Friends have come and gone, Iv done things and completely cocked up.  I still do things and completely cock up.  I say so much and it comes across wrong, I so want to find new friends who understand me, I would so love to find true love with the lady and all in common… the sharing-the eyes.  Im doubting this will ever happen big time, it really scares me.

Yes genuine honest and totally trusting, I dont like being alone-Most dont admit it, esp men.

I mean, I should have had my boys last weekend, it didnt happen.  So is life ment to carry on normal… no, it completly messes your head, i couldnt put my mind into work-im trying hard to be this so-called strong person.  Im not, im so insecure and it seems that is who I am.

All I want is a really nice understanding woman whom we can share our minds together.

Im sick of cocking up…

Yes it really is!

Had a great weekend, sat night was sound.

A back without knots, toes all clean!
Mick and his dad, a pipe dream.
A face on the wall.
The mirrors not small.

Well good night…