James May and his toys has just been on-Train sets, Ace and maybe I should turn one of the two bedrooms into trains and scalextric tracks, hmmm-be a bit tight on the sleep front and iv not got a job-hmmm again…
Be great when it happens-Yes… Any ideas???
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Iv complained so so much over last few weeks, my life is OK even being unemployed, I just get so annoyed at the CSA and the System and how folks are allowed to play them=they (the system) allow that to happen.
Rant End-i really am a lucky guy, Iv the best pals I could ever love for… and 2 gorgeous sons, not as gorgeous as me thou… lol.
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Hmmm!!! the floor took some hammer!!! ha ha.
Yes I just watched a program that says over 90% of women like (but does she love him!???) a strong dominant and sometimes abusive male-C’Mon what the F***, Hey is that where Iv gone wrong? Its like-Im too nice for my own good??? Huhhh.
Listen, I did something in early September just gone-yes i said i had, 3 letters to someone i met 3 years ago-3 letters 3 stores (thats 3×3=9!!! or even (3yrs, 3stores 3letters 3x3x3=27!!! lol)) Yes as i was unsure which store!!!-defo not home address, thing is, it was mentioned he was abit more than just abusive and lied… I dont know, I mean-was that real honesty??? I just know i was left in ‘limbo’ land and confused that do you women really go for that full kind of abusment? yes iv a big struggle with my ‘X’ and work and class myself as prob not a good catch but i write some of the best meaningfull poems and songs you will ever hear and view=fact…
For the first time as an adult, its no new year resolutions from me this year-as i know im a good true honest kind guy but sort of a little bit insecure… What more do I say? Am I classed in that forever decreasing small 10%??? I guess in a private room I can defo be that abusive nice Male!!! GRRRHHH…
What a blog… Hmmm…
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Iv just had the best time and prob the best Xmas in years with Matt and Jacob, Iv not laughed so much in so much a long time… Soz we missed kickabout, a big ‘jam’ and wrestling but im sure we craaamb these in next time-Thanks guys.
Other good news, some friends from my life and music history of nice time have been back in touch and maybe some jamming be great fun-Thanks fellas, known you over 2o years now!!! hope its ok…
So then thats the second brill bit of good news, what could possibly be the third?-well dont ‘things’ come in 3s lol…
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My phone was, is and defo has died big time… I lost most contacts last time it happened but folks sent me messages and numbers through my contact details. Please do again but apologies of all from me, speak soon!!!
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Im gonna be changing the Poems section to abit more like ‘My Story’ section, and by the way more Chapters will be added during Jan!!!
Working:
Sitting gazin at that machine.
Just to get on was so keen.
6 long years it had been.
A perfect balance, A range of mean.
A must of trying is very hard.
Difficult so is a whole 9 yard.
Sitting there at that machine.
Like Malham was it a dream?
Dont Know:
A lady so nice on balanced line.
Looks after folks at the end of time.
Deserving so much from the space.
Thats left behind this human race.
Most times its hard to open up.
May be the doors are proper shut.
But carry on doing as you do.
You know who you are…
It could:
The pain that holds deep between eyes.
Constantly thinking of all those whys.
A trip while walking in the dark.
Annoyed lonely time on the mark.
Do you really know what its like.
Laid asleep thinking through the night.
Of how to keep a stable mind.
Yes its me Stu-and im kind.
One day that time it will come.
Walking, seeing, and not to run.
Cant stop writing them…
Ok as you know my house is abit of a ‘Lads’ house… and!!!???
Yes it can be seen, its been calling for a few weeks now-is it trying to tell me something??? ha…
, read the Blues in Britain magazine review or listen to my BCB Radio interview.