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Me, myself and I

January of this 2014, what a strange month. Just need to say I am far from perfect, the bullying article left me feeling quite guilty, really unsure why, I have changed and removed some of the content as I certainly do not wish any distress on most folks.
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Me, myself and I.

Bit of a leakage

Since moving into my ‘flat’ in December 2010, its been quite good. Though recently I spotted what looks like damp. But today the housing association plumber called, he spotted the ceiling, hmmm. I missed that! It seems the outside rainwater drain does overflow, with water running down the wall we could see a stone has a huge crack, potentially the water could come through from it as that is just above my ceiling. I hope they repair it ASAP, I don’t want any damp, especially with my lungs!

Leak 1

Leak 2

Forgiveness

It most certainly has been a mixture of emotions this week. Some buried memories returned, wrote about some of them, hyper and very low moods, very perplexed. The thought is the heading. I have many issues that can be forgiven, should I forgive? That’s something that needs some thinking about. Like the photo, its a low cloud that looks like we can just touch it, is it out of reach, or is it what we really see?

Its all a big mistery.

A released feeling

I should say, after my article about bullying I have had a sense of release. Felt very oddly scary writing it but, and thankfully I’m not a bad amateur writer. My passion for freedom of speech and truth is stronger than any physical contact.

Bullying

Recently I had some reminders of various issues through bullying from my early life. So, I have decided to write about those that can still bother me. Trying to Keep them in order and short, it can also illustrate why I have a fear of water and confined spaces, trust and love, potentially I am dyslexic – I should get checked out? Please follow this link.

A gorgeous sandwich made really easy

Just thought I would share these brilliant sandwiches, breath deep, yes they smelled and tasted lovely…

Hmmm sandwich.
Here is a simple tuna, cucumber and red onion all squashed with mayonnaise. Getting even my mouth big enough was a huge problem.

Hmmm sandwich 1
My mouth is dripping at the thought of this one, pink salmon, cucumber and red onion with a good amount of mayonnaise. So much was left in the mixer that I just had to eat that first. Yes I removed plenty of that butter!

Hmmm sandwich 2
I don’t seem to know of any folks who would have some of the following mix but the cheese spread, red onion and even cucumber worked a treat!!!

Its a mystery or not

One thing is for sure, this last week I have never felt so tired, shattered, or exhausted? which ever word fits best, but I will know more on the 22nd January as an appointment has been brought forward. Had some bloods taken last Monday which is the first of the weekly checks?

Appointment moved.

It really isn’t a big mystery, rarest of sarcoid, a few drugs, getting used to organ transplant drugs and other stuff, and so my body is constantly fighting, and will arrive through in a better manner, erm, my manner is fine ha.

Its all a big mistery.

Its like, a cloud just above the field that can be touched, reach out and we can see what most others don’t…

Matthew Briggs, happy 17th son

How time goes so quickly, and how not enough time. Hope you have a brilliant birthday son. One day I should hope to treat you and Jacob in some kind of ‘proper’ fashion. Love you both tons.

Eat yourself, say’s Bob

I reckon if folks could eat themselves, then most of us would?! Robert Plant, a terrific moment captured by Lori Spencer. It really is not just the covering of that letter but the whole body posture!!!
Bob

A – Day

No not an anal day, mind you, erm, right. Today I started on the Azathiprione, haven’t a clue why these meds get given such bonkers titles!? They have started me on 50mg/day while still taking the 20mg/day of Prednisolone. I have to have my bloods checked weekly to keep an eye on the white cell count and bone marrow and something or another?

Aza 1
This is the first time I have ever seen any meds advice papers actually say it is used to treat Sarcoidosis amongst other lung diseases, really impressed with that.

Aza 2
Here we can view that the moderation in alcohol consumption needs to be adhered to? I have also been advised that the fatigue can be somewhat crippling while they find a ‘status quo’ with the meds.