He found 281 hard work, all the arguing, the shouting, the grabbing pushing & shoving, the lack of respect, being controlled by fear…
43330 saved him, an adolescent second childhood maybe, he was hard work during then, he could have been better, he is very glad it happened.
He even had a third childhood, this time with his sons, most certainly not perfect, he failed, & tried, he could have done much better.
He is a nice person, human.
He loves life, but not his own, though things can change…
